i can't believe that you're such a person, backstabber betrayer!! OMG, your acting is really good, super good than all the mediacorp artise. i wanted to believe you, but the first word from your mouth is already not truth, how am i going to believe you? very dissapointed. ya, i know(S) keep snatching my boyfriend once & once again, but do you know why i keep for forgiving her? because she is my sister, a really good sister from primary 3or4.but you i only know you for 2years, maybe? but i trust you more than i trust myself. why can't you just treat me as your very good good sister? why cannot? mdm eng say everything you do, you comfirm will admit, but why can't this? and please don't keep scolding(S) in your BLOG, PLEASE. i know you were just trying to protct her reputation. don't know why you will become like this?
Last time, when you quarrell with (S) i was so awarked that the two of you was my sister, that i don't know who to believe in. i talk to you first, you say that (s) bla bla bla...i talk to (S), she say that you bla bla bla.... who should i believe? that time i was really very frustrated, i don't know what to do? i feellike drinking many many alcohol till i drunk & forget everything, and also want to go sniff glu until i went crazy & forget everything for a moment.but i don't want. i'm not going to run away from problem again. i will be stronger than last time, i will not be crying & shouting until i sore troat.
On your birthday i wrote to you a letter till now haven give you, now i don't think you want it anymore, i read it to you :

Dear nicole/xaviera,
Happy birthday to you, you are a fun, loving & a trustworthy person. i'm so happy to know you from sec 2, i know this days happen alot of things, but i hope you will be stronger. you still got me, i trust you are not that kind of person who speaks bad things behind people back's. i also know that sheena say alot of bad things to you. but just try to forget okay. i know you won't because of this little things, then end our long friendship, i'm so toched that you last time you send to my mum & tell them that you love me more than them. i'm really touched, i know you because of me trick by my mum, that i was in hospital. just want to say sorry for everything & sorry for everything you have done for me. i really treasure this friendship. we're closer than friend uhs.hahas :D iloveyou ((:

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a birthday cake draw by myself -> ..........

your sister;
regine liew :)

but now i regret writing this letter to you, i really feel like tearing& burning up the paper. i know you will be crying this day after the quarrelling. but hope you don't keep the truth anymore, if nobody says out the truth, the matter will not end forever. same goes to you (S), (V) & (TM).
just hoping that everything will be fine after tomorrow.



i don't want lies in my eyes anymore.

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